i like tumblr better.

sorry blogspot.

http://napoleontoulouse.tumblr.com/

well i think i'll just use both.
haha
its like deciding on a house or something.
silly.

thank you god for bbc america. 
a little british attitude and humor makes my day better.

and it makes me miss london.

i have the weirdest dreams when i fall asleep on the couch in the middle of the day.

i had a very long dream today that i remember surprisingly well.  i remember middle of the day nap dreams better than nighttime dreams.

it was very strange so i honestly didn't enjoy it much.  i mean, it wasn't a bad dream, but it made me uncomfortable. what might have made it so weird, apart from being in the middle of the day on the couch, was that i had just finished off a pint of ben and jerrys boston cream pie ice cream, and ncis was on in the background.

the one part i really enjoyed was when i was in this little girl's room with some of my friends and it was dark except for dim lamps and christmas lights and she had these plastic miniature animals on the floor and twice at different times during my conversation with my friends, the animals would dance.

it was like it was a movie and it would cut to a close up of the animals they would do this beautifully choreographed dance to music box music.  then it would cut to a long shot of me and i was wrapped up in this sheet and i'd try to do the dance with them and it was wonderful.  it was like a really beautiful film, you know? i wish it was real.

 this was basically me with the cats.

 so then when i woke up, i wanted to build a fort.

 i feel like this is what peter pan really looks like. no tree houses are involved.  its just a bunch of kids with sheets in the woods.

weird week. i don't know how i feel about it yet.

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 bliss: sea side, comfy slouchy sweater shirt, messy pinned up hair, dusk or sunrise.

 bliss: centered, chill, ready, content, cute, no irritating contacts.

bliss: spaghettiO's and a cat.  always.

best piece of advice i can remember recieving: find your bliss.

my acting for the camera professor told our class not to find your passion, but your bliss.  i love that.
i like that it doesn't have to be something that your heart starts pounding about or that you're literally going to die without doing, but something in which you find contentment.  wikipedia says that bliss "can be a state of profound satisfaction, happiness and joy, a constant state of mind, undisturbed by gain or loss".  i just like bliss. acting is my bliss and that's nice to know.  i don't have to keep looking for something else to do with my life just because i'm not salivating at the mouth about performing.  i'm just consistently happy and joyful and fulfilled in it.  its good.

proof gods smile down on me today.

here's the thing.

i love that 70s show.
seriously. never get sick of it. just genius.

how did i not know about them sooner?
love.